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Lena quickly locked her phone. The room plunged into true darkness. She could still see the afterimage of Kat’s eyes on her retinas. The question hung in the air: Who’s watching?

Lena’s thumb froze an inch above the screen. A chill raced down her spine. She looked at the view count on the story she had just watched. It was just a number, anonymous and vast. But in that moment, the blue glow of the phone felt less like a window and more like a two-way mirror.

She had been Kat once. Or maybe she had never allowed herself to be. She was the version of Kat who organized her bookshelves by color, who RSVP’d “yes” to parties and then found a reason to cancel, who posted photos of sunsets because they were safe. Her own profile, lena_scribbles , was a museum of quiet things: a well-made bed, a perfectly centered coffee cup, a shelf of plants with not a single brown leaf. kat_licious

Kat’s grid was a masterclass in curated chaos. One post showed her laughing, head thrown back, a smudge of chocolate on her chin, a chipped mug of something frothy in her hand. The caption was a single period. The next photo was a hyper-aesthetic flat lay of a broken high heel, a wilting rose, and a tarot card—The Tower—on a rain-streaked windowsill. No caption at all. Then a video: just her hands, nails painted a glossy black, kneading bread dough with a fierce, almost angry tenderness.

She realized, with a jolt, that she wasn’t watching Kat at all. She was watching a version of herself she had been too afraid to become. And in doing so, she had forgotten that the person on the other side of the screen was just as lonely, just as curious, and maybe just as scared of being truly seen. Lena quickly locked her phone

Lena felt a twist in her gut. Not jealousy. Recognition.

She tapped the story highlights. The first circle was labeled “ raw .” Inside were shaky clips of city lights blurring past a car window, a snippet of a vintage synth song Lena didn’t recognize, a close-up of a cat’s eye, and a ten-second loop of rain hitting a skylight. No face. Just a mood. The question hung in the air: Who’s watching

The second highlight was “ loud .” This one was a party. Strobe lights, glitter on collarbones, a scream-laugh into the microphone of a karaoke machine, a toast with a bottle of cheap champagne, the foam spilling over. Kat’s face appeared here, but always in motion, a blur of joy and reckless abandon. She was beautiful in the way a wildfire is beautiful—something you admire from a distance but suspect would leave you scorched.